[00:00:00 - 00:00:05] [Music] [00:00:05 - 00:00:07] Hello. [00:00:07 - 00:00:10] [Music] [00:00:10 - 00:00:16] So, that was like an introduction. [00:00:16 - 00:00:21] [Music] [00:00:21 - 00:00:43] Now for some preaching to the choir on the subject of how come it is that the further in you go, the bigger it gets. [00:00:43 - 00:00:54] I remember the very, very first time I smoked DMT. [00:00:54 - 00:01:01] It was sort of a benchmark, you might say. [00:01:01 - 00:01:22] And I remember that this friend of mine who always got there first visited me with this little glass pipe and this stuff which looked like orange mothballs. [00:01:22 - 00:01:34] And since I was a graduate of Dr. Hoffman's, I figured there were no surprises. [00:01:34 - 00:01:41] So the only question I asked was, "How long does it last?" [00:01:41 - 00:01:46] And he said, "About five minutes." [00:01:46 - 00:01:50] So I did it. [00:01:50 - 00:02:19] And there was something like a flower, like a chrysanthemum in orange and yellow that was sort of spinning, spinning. [00:02:19 - 00:02:39] And then it was like I was pushed from behind and I fell through the chrysanthemum into another place that didn't seem like a state of mind. [00:02:39 - 00:02:44] It seemed like another place. [00:02:44 - 00:03:02] And what was going on in this place, aside from the tastefully softened indirect lighting and the crawling geometric hallucinations along the domed walls, [00:03:02 - 00:03:22] what was happening was that there were a lot of beings in there, a lot of what I call self-transforming machine elves, [00:03:22 - 00:03:32] sort of like jeweled basketballs all dribbling their way toward me. [00:03:32 - 00:03:39] And if they'd had faces, they'd have been grinning, but they didn't have faces. [00:03:39 - 00:03:58] And they assured me that they loved me and they told me not to be amazed, not to give way to astonishment. [00:03:58 - 00:04:10] And so I watched them, even though I wondered if maybe I hadn't really done it this time. [00:04:10 - 00:04:26] And what they were doing was they were making objects come into existence by singing them into existence. [00:04:26 - 00:04:40] Objects which looked like Fabergé eggs from Mars, morphing themselves with Mandian alphabetical structures. [00:04:40 - 00:04:57] They looked like the concrescence of linguistic intentionality put through a kind of hyperdimensional transform into three-dimensional space. [00:04:57 - 00:05:18] And these little machines offered themselves to me and I realized when I looked at them that if I could bring just one of these little trinkets back, [00:05:18 - 00:05:24] nothing would ever be quite the same again. [00:05:24 - 00:05:32] And I wondered, where am I? And what is going on? [00:05:32 - 00:05:50] And it occurred to me that these must be holographic viral projections from an autonomous continuum that was somehow intersecting my own. [00:05:50 - 00:06:10] And then I thought a more elegant explanation would be to take it at face value and realize that I had broken into an ecology of souls. [00:06:10 - 00:06:20] And that somehow I was getting a peep over the other side. [00:06:20 - 00:06:32] Somehow I was finding out that thing that you cheerfully assume you can't find out. [00:06:32 - 00:06:40] But it felt like I was finding out and it felt... [00:06:40 - 00:06:51] And then I can't remember what it felt like because the little self-transforming tikes interrupted me and said, [00:06:51 - 00:07:07] "Don't think about it. Don't think about who we are. Think about doing what we're doing. Do it. Do it now. Do it." [00:07:07 - 00:07:09] and