[00:00:00 - 00:00:07] Hash smokers are greatly favored in this endeavor because you really need leather lungs for this [00:00:07 - 00:00:14] The great problem is that people will cough or not be able to hold it in [00:00:14 - 00:00:22] You take two hits in a situation where your clothes have been loosened and you can just flop backward [00:00:22 - 00:00:28] When you need to you take two hits now many people miss the point [00:00:29 - 00:00:33] Because after two hits you feel completely peculiar [00:00:33 - 00:00:37] You feel as though your body is undergoing some strange kind of anesthesia [00:00:37 - 00:00:43] All the air has been pumped out of the room. This is the visual acuity thing [00:00:43 - 00:00:48] I talked about last night the colors jump up the edges sharpen. It's [00:00:48 - 00:00:52] And at that point people say whoa, wow [00:00:52 - 00:00:58] It's really coming on strong and then what you have to do is you have to take one more [00:00:58 - 00:01:04] Enormous hit and this separates the intrepid from the casual believe me [00:01:04 - 00:01:11] because most people and and the facilitator doesn't want to lean on the person you say [00:01:11 - 00:01:15] You know damn it take the third hit and saying no, I feel completely weird [00:01:15 - 00:01:18] I know you feel weird, but take the third hit [00:01:18 - 00:01:26] well, if you can coke somebody into that then what happens is you close your eyes and you see the ordinary [00:01:27 - 00:01:29] warm brown [00:01:29 - 00:01:34] Back, you know closed eyelid scenario and then these colors begin racing [00:01:34 - 00:01:37] Together and it forms this [00:01:37 - 00:01:40] mandalic [00:01:40 - 00:01:42] floral slowly [00:01:42 - 00:01:46] Rotating thing which I call the chrysanthemum [00:01:46 - 00:01:51] This is a place in the trip that you want to see as you go by it [00:01:51 - 00:01:55] the chrysanthemum forms and you watch it for like [00:01:56 - 00:02:00] 15 seconds if it doesn't give way [00:02:00 - 00:02:03] Then you didn't do enough [00:02:03 - 00:02:09] You have to do more one more hit usually will do it [00:02:09 - 00:02:09] well [00:02:09 - 00:02:16] then what happens is it like physically propels you through this chrysanthemum like thing and [00:02:16 - 00:02:18] you there's a sound like a [00:02:18 - 00:02:24] Saran wrap bread wrapper being crumpled up and thrown away [00:02:24 - 00:02:28] You know that crackle a friend of mine says this is your radio [00:02:28 - 00:02:36] Intellecty leaving through the anterior fontanelle at the top of your head. I don't know what it is, but it's [00:02:36 - 00:02:38] Something is being [00:02:38 - 00:02:40] Yeah, right. That's what it is [00:02:40 - 00:02:44] and then there's this very [00:02:44 - 00:02:48] Very [00:02:48 - 00:02:53] defined sense of bursting through something a membrane and [00:02:53 - 00:02:59] On the other side and this is now remember my experience on the other side [00:02:59 - 00:03:02] As you break through there's a cheer [00:03:02 - 00:03:05] there's a [00:03:05 - 00:03:08] Whole bunch of [00:03:08 - 00:03:16] Entities waiting on the other side and they you know that Pink Floyd song the gnomes have learned a new way [00:03:16 - 00:03:18] to say [00:03:18 - 00:03:19] hooray [00:03:19 - 00:03:26] Well, it's that place it's those gnomes and you burst into this space and [00:03:26 - 00:03:29] and they're saying [00:03:29 - 00:03:36] How wonderful that you're here you come so rarely we're so delighted to see you and [00:03:36 - 00:03:38] the [00:03:38 - 00:03:41] one of the things about the MT that's really [00:03:41 - 00:03:47] Puzzling is in a sense. It doesn't affect your mind [00:03:47 - 00:03:49] in other words [00:03:49 - 00:03:51] You don't change [00:03:51 - 00:03:54] For instance if you take ketamine [00:03:54 - 00:03:59] the first thing you notice the very first thing you notice before the trip hits is [00:03:59 - 00:04:03] You notice that you no longer are anxious about having taken ketamine [00:04:03 - 00:04:11] You just sort of anxiety leaves you that means it's affecting your mind. It's doing something to the judgmental machinery [00:04:11 - 00:04:18] DMT doesn't lay a hand on the judgmental machinery you you break through into that space [00:04:19 - 00:04:26] exactly who you were before breaking through and the usual reaction of most people is something like [00:04:26 - 00:04:32] You know you think God [00:04:32 - 00:04:35] Heartbeat [00:04:35 - 00:04:37] normal pulse [00:04:37 - 00:04:42] Normal, everything's normal. Yeah, everything's normal. Oh god [00:04:42 - 00:04:45] because these things are there and they're [00:04:46 - 00:04:51] Hammering at you and they come forward. They're like jeweled self-dribbling [00:04:51 - 00:04:53] basketballs [00:04:53 - 00:05:01] And there there are many of them and they come pounding toward you and they will stop in front of you and vibrate [00:05:01 - 00:05:06] But then they do a very disconcerting thing, which is they jump into your body [00:05:06 - 00:05:11] they jump into your body and then they jump back out again and [00:05:12 - 00:05:17] The whole thing is going on in this very high-speed [00:05:17 - 00:05:19] mode [00:05:19 - 00:05:26] Where you're being presented with thousands of details per second and you can't get a hold on you say, you know [00:05:26 - 00:05:31] My god, what's happening? And these things are saying don't [00:05:31 - 00:05:34] Abandon yourself to amazement [00:05:34 - 00:05:40] Which is exactly what you want to do. You just want to go nuts with how crazy this is [00:05:40 - 00:05:47] They say don't do that. Don't do that. Pay attention pay attention to what we're doing [00:05:47 - 00:05:51] Well, what are they doing? Well what they're doing is [00:05:51 - 00:05:54] They're making objects with their voices [00:05:54 - 00:05:57] They're singing [00:05:57 - 00:06:00] Structures into existence [00:06:00 - 00:06:08] These things are and what they will do is they'll come toward you and then and you have to understand they don't have arms [00:06:08 - 00:06:12] So we're kind of downloading this into a lower dimension to even describe it [00:06:12 - 00:06:16] But what they do is they offer things to you say look at this [00:06:16 - 00:06:23] Look at this and as your attention goes toward these objects you realize [00:06:23 - 00:06:26] that what you're being shown is [00:06:26 - 00:06:30] Impossible it's impossible [00:06:30 - 00:06:36] It's not simply intricate beautiful and hard to manufacture [00:06:36 - 00:06:43] It's impossible to make these things the nearest analogy would be to the fabric a eggs or something like that [00:06:43 - 00:06:51] But these things are like the toys that are scattered around the nursery inside a UFO or something [00:06:51 - 00:06:55] Celestial toys and they are the toys themselves [00:06:55 - 00:07:00] Appear to be somehow alive the toys themselves can [00:07:00 - 00:07:05] sing other objects into existence [00:07:05 - 00:07:07] so what's happening is there's just this [00:07:07 - 00:07:15] proliferation of elf gifts and the elf gifts are moving around singing and the whole thing is [00:07:15 - 00:07:23] Directed toward they're saying do what we are doing and they're very insistent. They say do it [00:07:23 - 00:07:28] Do it do it and you feel like a bubble [00:07:28 - 00:07:31] Or and now this is subjective [00:07:31 - 00:07:37] I mean only a you know five percent report this but it happens to me you feel like some kind of [00:07:37 - 00:07:39] bubble inside your body [00:07:39 - 00:07:45] That's beginning to move up toward your mouth and when it comes out [00:07:45 - 00:07:51] It isn't sound its vision you begin to use that you've discovered that you can pump [00:07:51 - 00:07:58] Stuff out of your mouth by singing and they're urging you to do this. They say that's it [00:07:58 - 00:08:02] That's it. Keep doing it and the whole thing is like [00:08:02 - 00:08:08] you know, we're now at minute four point five with this stuff and [00:08:08 - 00:08:16] You speak in a kind of glossolalia. There's a spontaneous outpouring of syntax [00:08:16 - 00:08:20] unaccompanied by what is normally called meaning [00:08:20 - 00:08:25] It's sort of you know, he didn't go out walk stop TV [00:08:26 - 00:08:30] TV thing get walk. See keep peeping him. Whoa [00:08:30 - 00:08:35] how they dick dumb, but I got gay tech and this is accompanied by a [00:08:35 - 00:08:41] Modality something seen and they're saying yes do it do it do it [00:08:41 - 00:08:47] And then after a minute or so of this the whole thing begins to collapse in on itself [00:08:47 - 00:08:53] and they literally begin to physically move away from you and usually their final shot is [00:08:53 - 00:08:55] They actually wave [00:08:56 - 00:08:58] Goodbye and they say [00:08:58 - 00:09:00] deja vu [00:09:00 - 00:09:02] deja vu [00:09:02 - 00:09:07] Which makes no sense at all if you analyze it, so then you come down [00:09:07 - 00:09:15] And you're now at minute six to seven and you come down and it's like being more loaded than you've ever been [00:09:15 - 00:09:20] it's like about a 700 mic acid trip, but you embrace it as [00:09:20 - 00:09:24] Totally down you said I'm totally down [00:09:24 - 00:09:30] I mean you look you look like a termite from Arturus and the room is [00:09:30 - 00:09:34] Decorated in Amish quilts, but I'm completely back [00:09:34 - 00:09:37] And [00:09:37 - 00:09:44] then over a minute or a minute and a half or so the room just comes right back together and and [00:09:44 - 00:09:49] Four minutes after that some people can give no account of it whatsoever [00:09:49 - 00:09:53] They just say, you know, I don't know [00:09:53 - 00:09:58] It was the weirdest thing that ever happened to me and I I can't remember it now