conscious development of conscious alternatives but it was not until the amazon that i saw that this was possible in a way that was accessible to me so then i concentrated on those people those chemical families and that that then became the compass for all the work that i've done since then and i regard the degree more or less as a joke because it was self-directed study they don't really uh there is no degree in shamanism but my interest was basically one in the phenomenology of religious experience religious traditions worldwide and primitive people against a background of tropical nature and stumbled onto the mushrooms in the jungles of columbia in 1971 and was not even particularly interested in mushrooms at the time we were looking for a less well understood drug that is still not discussed much in the literature that exists in a very circumscribed area among three indian tribes and we went into the jungle to stay at a mission that served these indians and the priest at this mission had cleared pasture and brought in white cows and there were many many of these mushrooms and as soon as we started experimenting with them i realized that what i had been told about psilocybin which was that it was analogous to lsd but simply required a larger amount for the effect to be present was a complete simplification of the issue and actually then psilocybin became the focus of my interest and by extrapolation the other tryptamine related hallucinogens and a great dream of mine and of my brothers as well was that the mushroom must somehow be made accessible to people so that they may judge for themselves the difference and we worked with this over a number of years and in 1975 we succeeded in growing it by a method that had previously been used only in the laboratory on commercial grocery store mushrooms to study their genetics but it turned out to be perfectly adapted for growing this mushroom within a matter of months we had written psilocybin the magic mushroom growers guide and the information was moving out into society but more important from our point of view was that the mushroom was again accessible to us so that we had psilocybin in a form that was this certified pure by mother nature and that like initiated the second phase of uh our work with these drugs which has carried us up to the present day and it's basically uh a project of taking the drugs calling attention to uh the differences the uniqueness of the state and trying to attract other people's attention to it because uh i have we have a very deep intuition of its importance for the cultural predicament for mankind generally and uh this is how we come to where we are today basically you just mentioned that the mushroom is really important for our country right now and you perceive yourself as an advocate to bring in to our culture a new element like an easy way to reach altered states of consciousness what can you learn from these experiences well the first thing that we can learn is that they exist in other words that uh perhaps it's a truism in the 80s but at one point it was thought that there were two states of consciousness awake and asleep now there is a gamut of these states but i still don't believe that the people who deal with consciousness realize uh how mutable consciousness really is there is a prejudice against the use of drugs because there is an inherent dualism in built into western thought where people value the experience if it is endogenously produced produced through ordeal or personality or dieting but is undervalued if it comes from drugs this has in my opinion held back the western development of understanding consciousness because quite simply these states i do not believe are accessible by any means other than drugs and this is heresy to a number of people but the evidence that i lay in favor of that contention is uh the history of uh human art and literature and music and painting is surprisingly uh empty of the motifs which exist in the tryptamine uh induced ecstasy and always when i speak of hallucinogens i'm speaking of this limited family of drugs not lsd or ketamine or ketamine or mescaline but psilocybin and dmt and combinational drugs which utilize strategies for making that effect uh noticeable and my career is to point at this place in nature which i've stumbled upon and to say uh uh what is this what do you make of this what are you the physicist you the psychologist you the after death researcher what do you make of this uh place and uh even the most sophisticated consciousness researchers tend to hurry over drugs or to focus on one drug to the exclusion of others and yet psilocybin has not received this kind of attention and treatment and why that is i'm not sure i think that uh that the element of terror involved in doing it the fact that it does not bathe your ego in a cloud of certitude or assurance that everything is going to be fine it is much more cut and dried than that and uh it's a challenge it is uh when you are out in the billows as i call it because it seems to come in in waves like sets of billows when you're out in the billows you are against the power of mind up against the power of mind to such a degree that you know that the entire enterprise hangs in the balance but no matter how much you've been told about dosage and this kind of thing that the mind actually holds the key to life and death and that those parts of your control board which are normally masked from you are suddenly unmasked and the buttons are there for you to manipulate to the degree that you understand them and there is an element of risk i never tell people that there isn't but i think that the risk is worth it because i think these bizarre dimensions of beauty and information are actually uh it is an intimation of these things that gives human history its coherency in other words this is not a peripheral issue to the general uh phenomenon of human becoming in time it is actually because the evolution of the human species is the evolution of the human mind these consciousness expanding agents actually anticipate uh an end state uh in the evolution of the human mind and so they cast enormous reflections back over the historical landscape it is they which generate uh religions and physics and messianic careers and outbreaks of uh uh great psychic uh accomplishment and uh uh uh disgrace and uh until we understand this until we understand that there is a teleological object at the end of human history and that it can be known we will continue to live the kind of limited intellectual existence that has characterized the last 500 years or so of western development so aside then tryptamine is in my opinion the uh the means to eliminating the future by becoming cognizant of the architecture of eternity which is modulating time and causing history how do you perceive in this context the future of mankind and the human mind well i've said many times the human history is a a lunge across 15 or 20 000 years of time from the primitive stone chipping primate to that creature which will walk into a trans-dimensional vehicle and leave the solar system and human history and the concerns of the human monkey far behind and this may take a thousand generations of people but as a biological fact as an emergent process of planetary significance that is only a microcosm a microsecond of cosmic time uh the immediate future of man lies in the imagination and in seeking the dimension where the imagination can be expressed the present cultural crisis on the surface of the planet is caused by the fact that this is not a fitting theater for the exercise of imagination it wrecks the planet the planet has its own ecostemic dynamic dynamics which are not the dynamics of imagination in space the physical space that surrounds the planet the modalities of imagination will be the limiting cases of what man can be done so i see man becoming an artist and an engineer in other words flowing into our ideas perhaps more than we dare even now suspect in other words uh a possible end state of that kind of technical uh evolution would be the interiorization of the body of the human body the individual body and the exteriorization of the soul and this seems to me to be what the recovery from adam's fall uh allegorically is getting at that the soul must be made manifest and eternal and the body must be incorporealized so that it is a freely commanded object in the imagination and what i mean by that is something like what william butler yeats is getting at in his poem sailing to byzantium where he speaks of the artifice of eternity and talks about how beyond death he would hope to be an enameled golden bird singing sweet songs to the lords and ladies of byzantium in other words it's the image of the human body become a an indestructible cybernetic object and yet within that indestructible cybernetic object there is a holographic transform of the body and it is released into the dream in other words the after-death state is actually the compass of human history that we are attempting to undergo a complete death of the species and as we struggle with this concrescence of thanatos there is there are problems like nuclear stockpiles and all these things arise because the message that we're trying to read is the message we most fear to hear which is uh that you must die to experience eternal life essentially but what this death that we're talking about is is an understanding that the human the dasein the being of human beings desires to be released into the imagination and until we confront death uh with the attitude that it is the after-death state that needs to enter history there will be a great deal of anxiety it's like a birth uh you know a birth is a death everything you treasure and believe in and love and relate to is destroyed for you when you leave the womb uh and you are launched into another modality a modality that you would not perhaps have chosen but this jew cannot do anything about so i uh i think these drugs anticipate this because i think that time is the moving image of eternity as plato said and these drugs place you outside of time now the mechanism of how that's done you can invoke bell's theorem or just call it pure magic but it does happen in the here and now it is accessible it is not it is not something remote from us but somehow the clamor of the modern world and in the search for answers people have feared to place themselves on the line and to actually wrestle with life and death out there in those strange bardo-like dimensions not realizing that there is no other way to win true knowledge i mean it cannot be easily come by there is no knowledge without risk-taking and i see the human future emerging along the lines that the mushroom visions have insisted upon the proliferation of electronic media the densification of information the breaking down of consensus reality the breakdown of a coherent dogma at the center of physics all these things indicate that it is slowly becoming understood that the modality of being is the modality of mind and once that realization is placed in the center of someone's thinking about the world the importance of these drugs will be seen to be paramount and once that culture places that understanding in the center of its model of the world these drugs will then point the way and we will be much closer to the end of history that i think we all we all desire consciously or unconsciously a cutting of the gordian knot and a release of the human species and individual into the dream basically and primitive people meaning pre-literate people they just have circumvented the entire process of history they have leapfrogged over us they are already in the dream they have accepted the drug on its own terms and uh and assimilated it and live with it the problem with that for them and for us we are destroying their world and our intellectual equipment is such that we can never have that uh that naive epistemological approach to these phenomena because we know about technique technique we know that energy can be manipulated to achieve effects and so it isn't enough for us to try to recreate uh the shamanism of pre-literate people we have to go into the shaman space with the a priori categories of kant with the eudetic reduction of wittgenstein with the ideas of merleuponte and whitehead all the intellectual equipage of our culture must be carried with us into that space to attempt to map it in a way that will be relevant for us and that will point the way toward a shortening of this period of uh and the accumulating shock waves like the bow shock of uh ionized particles or energetic particles meeting the magnetic field of the planet that's what the chaos at the end of history is were you just talking about the belt here no i'm talking about a shock wave which precedes eschatology and is uh modern times basically i mean it has been increasing throughout history but as we grow closer to this moment where the human mind will evolve into hyperspace the confusion the amount of contradiction the amount of uh cue it's called in engineering just the the amount of vibration in the system is increasing to the point where it seems like the system is about to fly to pieces this signals to me that the onset of the uh of the primal crisis that when we have gone through it we will then live in this uh in this realm of altered understanding that psilocybin and these drugs anticipate and it isn't a coincidence that they anticipate them it is uh in fact uh what eschatological time is is what they reveal that's why the cultures we find using them are eschatological and historical cultures what is the belthereum you're talking about well the belthereum is simply an interpretation of an experiment in quantum mechanics which seem to suggest that information is non-local in other words that everything about everywhere can be known here and now because somehow all information is cotangent to every point in the matrix i don't pretend to have the background to judge the bell theorem what i would say about it is if it isn't true something like it must be true to account for the informational content of these drug experiences if you just take a simple behaviorist model what is in your head if behaviorist and reductionist evolutionists are correct what is in your head should be very uh adapted to the here and now it should be efficacious information that bears on your survival instead what we find when we take these drugs is a density of information an alienness of information an inapplicability of information to the human condition that suggests that information is available that has no bearing on the life of the individual or his the success of his evolutionary strategy and i just cannot believe that these things are built into the human psyche i have as i said i was involved with union ideas and i those archetypes and those archetypal processes are not what i'm talking about i'm talking about the thing which for want of a better word we call the alien or the extraterrestrial the thing which comes out of the drug experience that is unenglishable beautiful but so bizarre that it seems to exceed human categories some people talk about entities yes it can present itself as an entity it can present itself in a number of different ways it is uh it is uh it is the central mystery of our age we are so alienated uh restart them the the relationship of intellectuals alive today who are familiar with the state of modern science and that sort of thing to a question like the existence of extraterrestrials is approximately in the same place or degree of closure as the relationship of 15th and 16th century intellectuals to the real properties of matter in other words they had only a tenuous grip on the real properties of matter and consequently alchemy could exist could project the hopes of human psychic transformation onto inert matter because so little was known about the real nature of matter that it seemed a reasonable place to expect these kinds of things to happen the present state of thought uh today is that it's highly likely that there are extraterrestrials somewhere out among the stars our state of the state of the development of our chemistry astrophysics uh linguistics etc etc makes it reasonable for us as moderns to expect that so then consequently we go into our heads and there seems to be the extraterrestrial uh it may be a true extraterrestrial but it is odd that it is hidden itself in the place where we expected to find it and this causes me to assume that actually it's something far more profound than an extraterrestrial it's something which to gain our confidence is disguised as an extraterrestrial because its real nature is so much more devastating than that that that is the way in which it insinuates itself into our lives so that we can dream of a hegemony of organized intelligence out in the galaxy that we will relate to and be assimilated into what i think is going on is that actually the most intelligent life form on the planet is not uh man and his institutions it is the a the overmind of the human species which is a diffuse organism of uh technical artifacts like computers and information transfer and retrieval systems and human beings and but human institutions are like myths woven by the individual human cells that make up society the real controlling uh modality on the planet is never visible and it is this group mind and it controls the release of ideas into history by designating certain people as geniuses and it's uh if there's a certain kind of imbalance a certain kind of religion will arise to collapse that imbalance if uh if uh technical advancement is outstripping the evolution of ethics a religion can step in to freeze uh these uh these developments so that one can catch up with the other and i think the whole consciousness movement and that has evolved over the past 20 years is an attempt to map to verify and to open a dialogue with this thing which is the other we call it the other we call it the alien but it is actually the overmind of the species and it it seeks this dialogue it has been waiting all these millennia to uh for us to essentially come to a point of intellectual maturity where we did not then require messiahs religions and these various crude fine crude interventions into the human experience which keep us from destroying ourselves this is also what jung called the collective unconscious right but he he painted it as a very passive kind of thing more like a data bank or a place where all myths and all memories were i think of it as a god a kind of god and i think it it is active in three-dimensional space it can be active in something as uh personalistic and uh circumscribed as uh a string of coincidences which you experience which seem to be turning your life in a certain direction that you may not have expected or it can be active uh in in something like the worldwide phenomenon of flying saucers flying saucers are nothing more than miracles and they occur essentially to bedevil science because science is a human institution that has arisen in the last 500 years that is the dreams of displacing the overmind without ever realizing that it exists science dreams of this place of preeminence but science creates alienation species survival problems all of these things now then the overmind which can be thought of simply like a cultural thermostat it clicks on when the clash of contradiction between the ethics of a society and some other institution in this case science becomes too great this governing device clicks on and it begins producing those events most destructive to the institution that is seeking preeminence in this case science so the inexplicability of the flying saucer phenomenon is its central uh reason for being and all the effort to reduce it to something uh metal ships from far away or anything else is doomed to failure because its very reason for being is to undermine those kind of ontological systems uh why we're talking about this is because psilocybin makes, inducts you into the flying saucer experience. In other words, a metaphor for it would be to say that psilocybin is a means of triggering the so-called abduction experience or the close encounter of a third kind. Once you realize that, once you've satisfied yourself that that's true, a number of experimental avenues are opened up, a number of different approaches to what's going on are suggested. I mean, here we have alien entities eager to transmit information, eager to carry on a noetic dialogue, and we seem to be ignoring the opportunity because our categories mitigate against us correctly appreciating it. Are these entities coming from outer space, or are they more proud of us? It's impossible to tell. This is the game that you must play with them, is through dialogue trying to figure out if this is the previously unseen human psyche or whether it is actually a thing coming from the outside. And it is not an easy thing to decide because we are so alienated from the self that we don't really know what it would be. So it's not important to know the context. It's more important to know the content of the data. The content is very interesting, yes, because even if we were somehow to verify that Bell's non-locality theorem applied and that these were real entities around a real sun somewhere in the universe, it would make them no more or less real. In other words, it's a hang-up to demand that they appear in three-dimensional space. I have this hang-up, so I don't put it down. I always think of the apostle Thomas, because you'll recall Thomas was not present when Christ returned. When he rose from the grave, he appeared to the apostles in the upper room, and Thomas was not present. Then later he was there, and the apostles said, listen, the master was here, and it was wonderful, and he said, getting too many little brown cigarettes, that's preposterous. And at that point, Christ walked in, and he said, he said, Thomas, come put your hand into the wound so that you will believe. And so he did, and so then he believed. Well, the moral of the story, as I read it, is Thomas was the doubter. Consequently, Thomas was the only one who was allowed to actually touch the resurrection body. It was because he doubted that he was vouchsafed to this position of preeminence. And I'm like that. I mean, I would like to touch the incorporeal body. I would like to call the saucer down and observe all of its workings. But this is a spiritual aspiration that cannot be advanced by any human technique or activity. This is just something you pray for. In the meantime, the job is to map it and describe it and explore it and try to direct the attention of other people, more intelligent than myself, to this astonishing fact, really. I mean, I am troubled by the fact that so many strange claims are made today, so many forms of aliens and channeling and voices in the head that when I began all this ten years ago, I was afraid to speak because I sounded mad even to myself. and I sounded like a voice in the wilderness. Today, the situation has changed to the point where I can barely make myself heard amidst the clamor of people who have various entities from Atlantis and beyond the grave and Zeta Reticuli and what have you, clamoring to be heard. So I take it out of faith and I ask you to take it out of faith that I am more objective and somewhat more interested in hard facts than these other channelers. I would like people to take a look at this phenomenon and then tell me what they think. And it involves risk. People fear to do it. Careers are placed on the line. It is not easy to make a career out of taking a psychedelic drug. It is not a thing which mixes well with the politics of any institution, a university, a research institution. I can't think. Perhaps this is why shaman are the primary sources of information about it. Are you a shaman? Are you an exploring shaman? I'm an exploring shaman. I wouldn't claim to be a shaman but I think anybody who takes these things and goes out and tries to navigate through and make maps and bring back data is a shaman for sure. Do you want that everybody takes this drug down this order and take the drug? No, I don't think so. I think it's very dangerous. I do not tell people that it's safe because I don't have the faith that it's safe. I know what the pharmacological literature says and it says that it's safe that at the doses where these effects occur there can't possibly be a problem. but this seems to me to be the naivete of materialists and we shouldn't be in a hurry to believe them even though it might make us more comfortable to do so. In other words it's saying the drug may not be toxic but you may be self-toxic and you may discover this in the drug experience. So you have to you have to hone yourself and be clean and you never know if you're clean enough until it's too late because each journey into that dimension is a total existential commitment and the element of fear is always there. I mentioned this this morning but I think the fear validates it. I'm not I think it's fine to take drugs for pleasure but it should be labeled as taking drugs for pleasure and the high doses of psilocybin that are necessary to elicit entry into these places it requires as it says in Hamlet you must screw your courage to the sticking place. Mankind evolving towards a teleological goal would you comment on that? What is the goal? I think there is a final goal in the name of the history but speaking relative to the history of the past four or five thousand years I think the goal is as I said to invert the relationship of body and soul so that the body becomes an image in the imagination and the soul becomes an exteriorized solid state piece of circuitry which maintains everything else in stasis and I'm not sure if people even realize what I'm picturing my mind when I say this but I think that the destiny of man and what man will make be his destiny just because of how we are is release into the imagination and this is what all our after death scenarios say whether they are true or not and they may be true and this is what poetry aspires to art aspires to its release into the imagination we are creatures of the dream and once this is articulated with sufficient clarity and it's happening now but I think the work we do with these drugs we are the earliest pioneers in what over the next hundred years will lead to an understanding consciousness almost as a thing apart from the monkey body and brain we are consciousness we may not always be monkeys we fear the dehumanizing effect of so many computers and emotions euphoric emotions not related to sex and all these things we fear them we say we are moving further and further from nature deeper and deeper into our own psyche but this is a dualism our psyche is nature and we are not we cannot move away from nature by exploring these places so I believe you know that a technological recreation of the after death state is what history pushes toward and that means a kind of eternal existence where there is an ocean of mind into which one can dissolve and reform from but there is also the self related to the body image but in the imagination so that we each would become in a sense everyone I would live at Versailles and you might live at the Taj Mahal and someone else might live at Buckingham Palace but what you would see if there were an exterior observer what you would see is only that man had become a coral reef of circuitry in space and on the planetary surface but this is a very extreme view of the history of man because it's essentially gnostic it says we are not now what we yearn to be and are destined to be we are not I don't see history as a process of accepting and coming to terms with monkeyhood I see that it will inevitably seek to transform and transcend monkeyhood and this will be very frightening I mean it's frightening imagine if even a 15th century person were to be in this room with us and the value systems the clash of assumptions about what is important and unimportant and this will be a much more intense change and whether it is good or bad rests on a question that I have no answer for and the question is is man good and this I maintain is the central thing to dig at and we cannot know and there's evidence pro and con I have the faith that man is good so I don't I don't fear this future but if someone had a doubt even a small doubt about that then they would be repelled by this and I take all these movements which want zero-sum growth and reject technology reject space colonization reject drug experimentation as artificial these people would be very alarmed by this kind of a point of view but they do not seem to realize that the momentum toward this kind of thing is now so great in terms of human culture and that sort of thing that there can be no turning back we are either going to change in to this cybernetic hyperdimensional hallucinogenic angel or we are going to destroy ourselves the opportunity for us to be happy hunters and gatherers integrated into the balance of nature that fell away 15,000 years ago and cannot be recaptured Gerard O'Neill made it in answer to this very objection he said the earth is the cradle of mankind there is no question about that but you do not remain in the cradle forever and this is a birth crisis that we are going through the entirety of human history has been the story of the monkey becoming the flying saucer and it is taking just that long in geological time but we for some strange reason happen to be living through the final moments of that process right now and it is a turbulent chaotic multidimensional metamorphosis that is there's never been anything like it on this planet before it's absolutely astonishing information which was locked for kiliocosms of time into the DNA of plants and animals has through the hand and articulate voice of man been able to bootstrap itself out of the DNA and into these culturally validated rapidly operating electromagnetic codes and languages and this is allowing its development its evolution to proceed at a rate so fast that the transformation is taking place essentially in our lifetime and psilocybin is central to this because psilocybin casts a spotlight into the darkness into which we are moving and shows that this is what lies there it is the human soul essentially the oversoul of mankind calling history toward itself across the dimensions and it's taking only a moment but on the other hand it's taking 20,000 years and it is the great great adventure of becoming and we are very very privileged to be in this final ticking out of the last seconds of the third act do you have any comments about the fact that DMT is located in the human brain well I think that puts in some sense as a strong piece of evidence for the argument that I've been making not only is DMT endogenous in the brain but beta-carbolines of the sort that occur in onelosca are endogenous in the brain as well these things as I mentioned this morning the shift of a single atom on the ring structure of one of these molecules can cause a compound to go from inert to highly active well that means then that it's probably reasonable to say that we are as close to shifting the level of endogenous hallucinogens in our head we are probably only a one gene mutation away from that happening and if you know anything about how biological evolution works it isn't that a change a mutation occurs and the mutation is found to be better adaptive than the previous form and hence the mutation dominates that is not the way evolution works the way it works is you have the normal expression of the genotype in a population and then you have mutations being thrown off all the time and they are usually quenched except in the situation where the environment shifts so that new selective pressures are operating in the environment when new selective pressures begin to operate a gene that was previously without consequence may suddenly have immense consequences so then every member of the population that you're looking at that has that gene suddenly is in a much more advantageous position to advance their evolutionary strategy and I think that certainly modern existence has changed the selective pressures on the human genome and now it is people who are far out that's simply a gloss it is the people who are far out who are gaining advantage in the evolutionary jostling for efficacious strategies and this you're right Frank this is happening on the hardware level on the level of endogenous tryptamines and that sort of thing I think schizophrenia is essentially in a way a disease of modern times and it is no it's always existed of course but the incidence of it and the incidence of schizoid if not schizophrenic personalities and types is because the modalities of evolutionary selection are shifting it's as though if you think of a rainforest that has been above water million years all evolutionary niches have become occupied everything is at steady state there is not going to be any dramatic radiation of a new species because everything has been worked out and the energy flows are so tight nothing can gain a leg up on that situation but if you clear a thousand acres of forest and reduce it to rubble essentially open land then what are called invader species come in there and they very quickly gain dominance where in the jungle at steady state you never see those plants you never see weedy annual heavily seeding plants in the jungle the jungle strategy is for enormous plants which produce small numbers of seeds and this is again an analogy to the modern situation that modernity is a desert and we are jungle monkeys and so new evolutionary selective pressures are coming to bear upon the human situation new ideas are coming to the fore psilocybin is a selective filter for this the wish to go to space as a selective filter for this just the wish to know your own mind this is part of the picture this is what's happening it's inevitable it's a very good thing I think if you have faith that man is good and my I follow the renaissance platonists on that I think man must be the measure of all things what else could possibly serve with certainty that's all I would say about that you stated earlier that psilocybin is coming from outer space there's a possibility that there's mushrooms there's a possibility of that Fred Hoyle and an associate of his have come to my aid on this saying that spore bearing life forms because spores have the capacity to survive in the conditions of outer space that spore bearing life forms may over truly large scales of time percolate out through the galaxy and serve as a basis for the evolution of life on various planets or insert themselves there I don't I on these matters of specific fact like is the mushroom an extraterrestrial and that sort of thing I haven't the faintest idea the mushroom itself is such a mercurial elusive zen sort of personality that I never believe a word it says I simply entertain its notions and try and sort through them and I found that to be the most enriching approach to it to know that the option of believing that is there on hard evidence is very exhilarating as to what is really going on the mushroom assures me that I haven't got even the faintest grip on what is really going on but something is going on can I ask another question what do you think is evil and can these mushrooms be misused well I think anything can be misused most evil is trivial and if I could speak off the top of my head the only evil that associates itself with mushrooms is taking it but taking too little in other words evil is there's a word I want it isn't twiddle but something like that evil is when you play at things not in play in the Hindu cosmic sense but where you fiddle with things you muck with things because you don't want to get your feet wet you want to be even if they've taken it or times they have managed through low doses and strong defenses to always keep the demon at bay that's the demon with a D-A-I to keep the demon at bay and they don't know what they're talking about you must take a sufficiently large dose so that you enter into these places not to knock him personally because he's a very nice man but as an example Roland Fischer whose work you may know I talked to him and he has given Psilocybin he says to about 15,000 people at NIMH and now he's retired to Mallorca but oh you do yeah and I said to him I make of what and I said well what do you make just specifically of the hallucinations you say you gave it to all these people you took it six times what happened when you closed your eyes and looked at the hallucinations he said I never closed my eyes I was highly agitated throughout and I just realized these things which seem to me as natural as breathing just slide right past people I mean of course you do not eat for a few hours before you do it of course you lie down in darkness and compose your mind and look at the darkness behind your eyelids and of course you invoke it through the wish to have it come to you these are things as simple as they can just stop fidgeting long enough to see it so that so my idea of that as evil is anything which trivializes a mystery would be evil and since this is a mystery any dismissing of it or constantly taking it at low doses for hedonic purposes I mean there's nothing wrong with that but that's not the whole story and nobody should think that that gives you a pedestal from which to speak about it you really have to do these heroic amounts and integrate them this is something I haven't even talked about in this interview but these things are very state bounded a term which Roland Fisher in fact coined that simply means that they're very hard to retain and remember what exactly happened at the peak of the flash and you come down and you say well it was very strange there was information there were entities but I just can't get back to it the way to overcome that is to be as psychedelic in your down life as possible and by psychedelic I mean ideas cognitive activities you should dance you should read you should think you should paint you should sculpt you should converse you should constantly involve yourself in cognitive activities because taking these drugs is one of the major cognitive activities and then if you have a grip on human history where the human enterprise has been where it's going if you have been many places it's easier to map I'm reminded of there's an alchemical aphorism I think it's attributed to Athanasius Krishna where he says the oldest books the farthest countries the deepest forests the highest mountains this is where you must seek the stone and what he means is you must simply acquire experience because it is only in the acquisition of acquired experiences that you have a reservoir to draw on when you seek to make metaphors and analogies about the alien thing when you invoke the god then you can map back onto it and say well it's like this it's like that knowing that it is not that or this but the fund of analogies is there to give you a grip on so there's an obligation to experience deeply and richly and thoroughly and intellectually and then you can map back onto it but it's a dialogue between you and it where you are discovering new things about yourself and it and trying to trying to resolve the question, are we the same thing? And I haven't resolved the question. My suspicions flow one way and then another way, but I think it is without a doubt a living mystery existing in the presence, available to anyone sincere enough to seek it. And for me, that was a life-transforming discovery and revelation, because I didn't believe there were any mysteries, I believe there may have been once, but to discover one right in our midst, and it cannot be reduced, it cannot be pulled apart into its constituent functions, it is truly a unitary mystery, and it's accessible in our lives right now, without kneeling at anybody's feet, without following any regimen of denial or the assimilation of any belief system. And this is very big news, I think. The mystery has always been there, I'm sure, but our society is so bizarre and has led us so far astray that we have to rediscover it, and this process is happening. This is what the twentieth century is all about, and we are still tip-toeing at the edge of it, even though great men, great women, great mappers of consciousness have come and gone, we are still at the very infancy of this thing. And it calls out to us, it beckons, it says, do more, see more, know more, and be more a part of it. Well, you know, during your talk, I thought about one experience a reader and I had in India when we were in the phantom caves. We were looking at the lingam, and you know, when we would look out of the caves, you could see across the bay, you could see an atomic plant. And these two things just look really identical. Well, the mushroom, could any symbol be more appropriate of the ambiguity of human transformation? What mushroom is it that grows at the end of history? Is it stropharia cubensis, or is it the creation of Edward Teller? This is an unresolved problem. It's supposed to go on for another 20 minutes or so, or at least 10 minutes. But anyway, I just put all my records away. We'll figure something out here. Something's happening. KPFK, Los Angeles. We've just been listening to a talk by Terence McKenna, M-C-K-E-N-N-A. And this was entitled, the interview was entitled, Psilocybin and the Sands of Time, which took place at Esalen in December of last year, December 1982. If you are interested in this tape, or other Terence McKenna material, or any allied material, you can contact Dolphin Tapes, Post Office Box 71, Big Sur, California, 93920. That's Dolphin Tapes, Post Office Box 71, Big Sur, California, 93920. He has a book, and as I remember, although nobody has it in stock, it's called Invisible Landscapes.