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This lecture opens by contrasting western psychiatry, which Watts argues inherited the mechanistic assumptions of nineteenth century scientific naturalism, with the religions of Asia, both of which concern themselves with altered states of consciousness that official psychiatry instead treats as pathology. Watts draws out the resemblance between psychoanalysis and institutional religion, complete with an apostolic succession from Freud, its own heresies in Jung, Groddeck, Rank and Reich, and its own rituals of the couch and free association, then cites Thomas Szasz's argument that the psychiatric establishment has taken on the coercive authority once held by the medieval church. From there the talk turns to what Watts calls the central heresy of western religion, Jesus's claim in the gospel of John to be one with the father, a claim of cosmic consciousness that got him crucified for insubordination against a monarchical image of God, and that Christianity has since forbidden anyone else to repeat. Watts links this suppressed insight, that a person may in some sense be god or one with god, to Hindu, Buddhist, Taoist and Sufi teaching, and argues that realizing it is really a feeling of being rooted in and continuous with the universe rather than a metaphysical claim to be argued over. He also reworks the idea of karma away from its popular reward and punishment sense back to its Sanskrit meaning of doing, so that everything that happens to a person is in some sense their own action. The talk closes with a live demonstration in which Watts takes the role of a psychiatric patient under the delusion that he is God, fielding audience questions in character and using the exchange to dramatize free will, evil, boredom, death and the nature of the present moment as facets of one undivided reality.
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Between Western psychology, psychiatry and psychotherapy
and the so-called religions of Asia, there is common ground
because both are interested in changing states of human consciousness.
Whereas institutional Western religion, Christianity, Judaism and even Islam
are relatively less interested in this matter.
Western religions are more concerned with behavior, doctrine and belief
than with any transformation of the way in which we are aware of ourselves and of the world.
But this matter concerns psychiatry and psychology very much.
Only those states of consciousness which are not normal
are usually treated in Western psychology as being in some way sick.
There are of course exceptions to this and there have increasingly been exceptions
in the work of Jung and to some extent even of Groddeck,
of Princehawn,
of more modern people, Rogers
and Ronald Lang.
Changing consciousness is often looked upon as a form of therapy.
But in general,
different states of consciousness from the normal
are regarded as a form of sickness and therefore official and institutional psychiatry
constitutes itself the guardian of sanity
and of socially approved experience of reality.
And very often it seems to me that reality appears
rather much the way the world is seen on a bleak Monday morning.
In this official doctrine, I might even say dogma of what reality is.
Because after all we know that our science, such as it is of psychology,
is founded in the scientific naturalism of the 19th century.
And the metaphysical and mythological assumptions of that science
still underlie a great deal of psychological thinking
in behaviorism eminently, but also to a large extent in
official psychoanalysis.
Indeed one might say that psychoanalysis is based on Newtonian mechanics
and in fact could be called psycho-hydraulics.
Not that that analogy is altogether inappropriate
because there are certainly respects in which our psychic life
flows and exhibits the dynamics of water.
But of course we want to know what kind of water.
And for the scientific naturalism of the 19th century
the basic energies of nature were considered to be
very much inferior to human consciousness in quality.
Ernst Haeckel, a biologist of that time, would think of the energy of the
universe as blind energy. And correspondingly it seems to me that
Freud thought of the libido as essentially blind, unconscious energy,
embodying only a kind of formless, unstructured, and insatiable lust.
This is a generalization. Some modification in that thinking is of
course possible. But the tendency is to regard all that
which lies below the surface of human consciousness
as being less evolved, because you must remember that this was
also the time of Darwin's theories of evolution,
of seeing the human mind as a fortuitous
development from much more primitive forms of life,
coming forth by purely mechanical processes,
by natural selection and by the survival of the fittest.
And therefore man was in general seen
as a fluke of nature, an embodiment of reason,
emotion, and values for which the more basic processes of nature had
no sympathy and about which they did not care.
If therefore the human race is to flourish,
we must take charge of evolution, left to spontaneous process, but it must be
directed by human ingenuity, despite the fact
that although our brains are capable of dealing
with a colossal number of variables at once,
our conscious attention is not. Most people cannot consider more than
three variables at the same time without using a pencil.
And this shows that in many ways the scanning process of man's conscious
attention is very inadequate for dealing
with the infinitely many variables, the multi-dimensional processes
of the natural universe. However, a serious attempt has been made
and scientific naturalism issued in a fantastic fight with nature,
in this whole notion of the conquest and subordination of nature,
which has as a matter of fact very ancient non-scientific and biblical
origins, with the idea of man as the head and
chief and ruler of nature in the image of God.
And the time has now dawned upon us all when our attempts to beat nature into
submission are having alarming results, because we
see that it's very dangerous to mess around
with processes that we don't understand,
that have enormous numbers of variables,
and we begin to wonder whether we hadn't better let well enough
alone.
At the same time, although I said that Western psychology had more in common
or more common interest with Oriental religion
than it does with Western religion, there is a sense in which
psychiatry and psychotherapy are becoming
the religion of the West.
Psychoanalysis has much in common with the forms and procedures of
institutional religion. There is, for example, apostolic
succession,
the passing down of manna, of qualified power to practice therapy,
from the father founder, Sigmund Freud, through his immediate apostles, to an
enormous company of archbishops and bishops,
among whom there are, of course, as there were with Christianity,
heresiarchs such as Jung and Grodek and Rank
and Reich,
and the heresiarchs are duly excommunicated and anathematized.
There are rituals, as there are also rituals with religion.
There is the sacrament of the couch,
there is the spiritual discipline of free association,
there is the mystic knowledge of the interpretation of dreams,
and there are also the two great symbolic fetishes,
the long one and the round one.
Now, it's extraordinarily easy to make fun of all this,
and we must not forget that
we owe a tremendous debt to Freud, if for nothing else than pointing out
that that much of ourselves of which we are aware in terms of the conscious ego
is not really ourselves. It is something superficial.
However we find its nature, it is superficial,
and the realities of human life are not under the gaze of its scanning
process, at least not in the ordinary way. And that
was a tremendous revelation, there's no question
about that.
But one sees troublesome signs when the doctrines and processes
of psychiatry, psychoanalysis and so forth become
officialized. And I think Thomas Sass in his books "The Myth of Mental Illness"
and "The Manufacture of Madness" is pointing out something extremely
important to us, which is that in effect
the psychological official of today is the priest.
And that he is beginning to exercise the same sort of controls
over human life as were exercised by the church
in the Middle Ages. So that a professor of psychiatry
at Columbia or Harvard or Yale medical schools
has today the same sort of intellectual respectability
and authority as the professor of theology
at the University of Toledo or Padua would have had in the year 1400.
Now you must realize that the theologians of those days
not simply believed in their cosmology and the
theology, they almost knew it was true in the same way that our scientists
know certain things to be true.
Despite the fact that they change their opinions
very often, while they hold them they have in effect the force of dogma
as witness the anathematization of Velikovsky
for his uncomfortable ideas.
And therefore there are heresies existing today
which are persecuted in the same way as heresies were persecuted
by the Holy Inquisition.
And they are persecuted out of kindness in exactly the same way that the Holy
Inquisition persecuted heresy out of kindness and
deep concern for human beings. That is unimaginable
to us but it was so. For after all if you seriously
believed that someone who did not hold the
catholic faith and who voluntarily rejected it
would be tortured physically and spiritually
forever and ever and ever in hell
you would resort to almost any means to preserve a fellow human being from such
a fate. Especially if the complaint or disease of
heresy from which he suffered was infectious.
You would first of all reason with him and if he was not responsive to reason
you would resort to abuse and to forceful argument
and if he was not responsive to that you would give him shock treatment and bang
him about. If that didn't work the thumbscrew and
the rack and the iron maiden and if that didn't work as a last
desperate resort you would burn him at the stake in the
pious hope that in the midst of those searing fires
he would think better and make a last act of perfect contrition and so be
rescued from everlasting damnation. And you did all this
within the spirit of this is going to hurt me more than it's going to hurt you.
In the spirit of a surgeon who is very very sorry indeed that he has to
make you undergo this extremely painful operation
but it is in your best interests and there really is at least a 50/50 chance
that you may survive.
And so therefore in perfectly scientific medical spirit
people may be very arbitrarily and without due process
deprived of their civil rights incarcerated
in prisons that are in many cases much worse than prisons for criminals
and generally left to rot be neglected and ignored and when bumptious
given shock treatment or put in solitary confinement.
For what? Because they have unorthodox and heretical states of consciousness.
A lot of these people are not dangerous
until provoked into being dangerous by being ignored by being treated as
machines and in generally defined as non-human.
And if you are defined as non-human there's precious little you can do about
it because everything you say that sounds
human will be taken as a kind of utterance of a mechanical man
as imitating humanness out of lunatic cunning.
You will be suspicious everything you say will be listened to
in a different way and with different ears
and you will have one hell of a time talking yourself out of it
because there really are no rules as to what one must do when
incarcerated for having unorthodox consciousness.
There is no clear road to repentance and this is found likewise in jails
where people are incarcerated on one to ten year sentences as in places like
Vacaville California where when I visited such prisons young
men have come to me in perfect desperation
saying I don't know what's happened to me because I
want to live like a decent citizen I know I've done things that are wrong
but I simply don't know what is expected of me here.
If I try to do what's expected they say I'm compliant
and that seems to be some sort of a sickness.
Thomas Sass drew attention to this when he quoted
a discussion of the types of school children who
may very well need therapy. There were overachieving children
there were underachieving children there were children
who exhibited erratic patterns there were children who were
sort of a dully mediocre in fact every sort of child
can be given a diagnostic name for his behavior which sounds sick
as Jung once suggested life itself is a disease with a very poor prognosis
it lingers on for years and invariably ends with death.
And I submit that in our present knowledge of the human mind
such power in the hands of psychiatrists is amazingly dangerous
for I would suggest that today we know about as much
concerning the human mind as we knew about the galaxy in 1300
and that while there are indeed individuals
who are certainly able to perform psychotherapy
it is the sheerest arrogance for anybody to say
that he is officially qualified to do so.
We do not know how it is done just as we do not know really how musical
artistic and literary genius is done. You cannot really teach it you can
put the tools for doing these things into people's hands
and you can show them how to use the tools but whether they will use those
tools with genius is quite unpredictable.
And this is above all true of the art of psychotherapy.
We don't know how it's done we've got some vague ideas
there probably are some people who by reason of their mental derangement
are probably not qualified to perform it because they are maybe
out just to make other people into messes
but to say that there are certain standards and certain examinations that
can be passed and certificates that could be issued
which do indeed qualify people for this work
is I think pernicious nonsense
and is used of course out of economic self-interest
when those who consider themselves official therapists run into
competition. The same was done by religion.
I was talking imagine it to a buddhist priest
in Thailand some years ago I was looking at some books in a
bookshop in the precincts of a buddhist temple
and I was wandering over and I noticed a book on a certain form of buddhist
meditation and I murmured hmm Satipatthana which is
the name of a certain kind of buddhist meditation
and a voice suddenly said to me you practice Satipatthana?
I looked up and there was a skinny buddhist monk in a yellow robe with
rather red eyes looking at me. I said not exactly Satipatthana
I use a different method it's called Zen. Oh Satipatthana not Zen.
I said oh well it's something like it isn't it? No. Well it's rather like yoga
I said isn't it? Not yoga no Satipatthana different only right
way. Well look I said to him I have a lot of
Roman Catholic friends who tell me that their way is the only
right way. Who am I to believe? You know I said you
you're like someone who's got a a ferry boat for crossing the river
I use the buddhist simile and another fellow down the stream has opened up
ferry business and you go to the government and say
he's not authorized to operate a ferry boat because he's competition to you.
Let all operate ferry boats who will.
And if you haven't got the sense to get off to stay off one that sinks
it's your fault.
And after all I could say to him you believe that everything that happens to
you is your own karma.
So why worry?
But now it's so interesting that since
official psychiatry and I underline that word official because I hope those of
you in this audience who are therapists will regard yourselves as
unofficial.
At least that'll give you an out.
But nevertheless official psychiatry has curious things in common
with western religion as well as with eastern.
With eastern I said only in so far as it has an interest in states of
consciousness and inclines to regard other states of
consciousness than the ordinary as sick. But it has one very important
feature in common with western religion.
And to that we have to go a little bit into western religious history.
And ask ourselves what in western religion and especially in christianity
and this goes also for judaism islam what is the great heresy?
Curiously enough the great heresy was first in the west committed
by no lesser person than Jesus Christ
who believed himself to be God.
This of course will be unquestionably true if you think that the gospel of
Saint John has historical value. It's a little
vaguer in the synoptic gospels but if you read the gospel of Saint John
there is absolutely no doubt about it for he said
I and the father are one he who has seen me has seen the father
before Abraham was I am I am the way the truth and the life I am the
resurrection and the life he said all that according
to this gospel.
And that is something that in the western world
you are not supposed to say especially you are not supposed to believe it.
And naturally it was very difficult for Jesus
because he was saying all this in the context
of the Hebrew culture.
And he tried to find language in the Hebrew scriptures
with which to express his state of consciousness
because he had an unusual state of consciousness.
As I read it he had cosmic consciousness
otherwise known as mystical experience otherwise known as moksha
nirvana bodhi satori fana elfana or what you will.
And that happens to people. It has happened as far back as we know
it happens all over the world and in all cultures.
We don't know very much about it. We don't really know ways in which to
make it happen because it seems to be of the nature of
it that it is a spontaneous surprise but it unquestionably happens.
And most people keep their mouths shut about it when it does.
I had a friend who in the middle of having a stroke
had this illumination and he said to me I fear to speak to my friends of this
but it was the most beautiful experience I shall never be afraid of death.
In fact I recommend everyone to have a stroke.
This was my friend Jean Varda, lately deceased
Greek painter.
But Jesus certainly had this transformation of consciousness
and he was crucified for it. Why? Because he had committed an act of
insubordination and treason against the cosmic government.
Because if you believe that God is a monarch
an absolute omniscient and omnipotent authority
shall we say a sort of cosmic ego then to claim to be that is to introduce
democracy into the kingdom of heaven to usurp divine authority and to speak
in its name without proper authorization.
And they asked Jesus by what authority do you speak of heaven
or of men and he was tricky about answering that one.
He said by what authority did John the Baptist speak
and they were nervous about answering that one. He could have asked by what
authority did Isaiah speak etc or Moses.
But Moses became official authority and if you could wangle it that what you
said was simply an extension of what Moses
said because rabbi so-and-so said it who got it from rabbi so-and-so who got
it from rabbi so-and-so who got it from rabbi so-and-so who got it from Moses
then it's okay. Notice this that to be an authority today in the
academic world depends on documentation.
It's not enough to say for I say unto you
you must put in your footnotes and the more the footnotes the more the
authority obviously.
So our dissertations tend to be books about books about books about books
and our libraries multiply by mitosis.
So when somebody speaks as an authority that means speaks as the
author that's all it means.
It's a statement for which you of which you are the author and therefore
for which you assume responsibility that is to speak with authority
and to be original is likewise not to be freaky
but to speak from the origin.
That is what Christians mean when they say to speak in the spirit
to have your mouth possessed by the Holy Spirit
as they believe the mouth of Jesus was possessed by the Holy Spirit.
So the gospel of Jesus which of course was hushed up from its inception
was that wake up everybody and find out who you are.
Asking that again in the gospel of Saint John
they pointing to his disciples may be one
even as you father and I are one and when he was accused of blasphemy
the Jews took up stones to stone him you know and he said
many good works have I shown you from the father and from which of these do
you stone me and they said for a good work we don't
stone you but for blasphemy because you being a man make yourself
God. Now listen to the reply he said is it not
written in your law I have said ye are gods
and if that is what the scripture says it can't be denied
so why do you tell me I blaspheme because I say I am a son of God
no answer
because I said I am a son of God it doesn't say that in your King James
translation it says I am the son of God and you'll see the the italicized and
you will think that that is for emphasis if you don't realize that passages in
italics in the King James Bible are interpolations by the translators
in Greek leaving out the definite article is equivalent of having the
indefinite article
we are to you is a son of God not oh yes to you
so son of in Hebrew and in Arabic means of the nature of
when we call someone a son of a bitch we mean
bitchy and so if you call someone a son of God you mean divine
of the nature of God as the Nicene Creed subsequently defined it
he is of one substance with the father
but what happened was that this being blasphemy for the Jews
it became blasphemy for the Christians for anyone else than Jesus to say it
they said okay baby it was so with you but there it stops
no more of this business
and as a result of that Jesus was made irrelevant by pedestal ization
by being kicked upstairs
in spite of the fact that he said greater works
than these that I do shall you do oh no upstairs with you baby because
uh we just can't have that sort of thing going on in a monarchical universe we
are not going to have democracy in the kingdom of heaven
so this is why the gospel is impossible because we are supposed to follow the
example of Christ
where he says for example be not anxious for the morrow
do not worry about what you shall eat what you shall drink and what you shall
wear God will take care of you doesn't he take
care of the birds don't the flowers grow and they're wonderful they're crazy
they're great what are you worrying about I've never
heard a sermon preached on that never because it's totally subversive the
economy would crash
so they say oh yes that's all very well but he was the boss's son
see he had that colossal advantage take up your cross and follow him hey but
wait a minute I don't know I'm going to be resurrected
three days later
I can't do all those miracles he had an unfair advantage
so how could you ask us to follow the example of Christ
but supposing he didn't have an unfair advantage
supposing that what was true about Jesus as a son of God is true of us
only only a few of us know it and we are pretty careful to be
quiet about it lest the same thing happen to us has
happened to Jesus
and indeed it often does and you know you get these people from
Arkansas or Texas or anywhere in the Bible Belt who never heard
of the Upanishads and they have this cosmic consciousness
experience and they realize that that's what happened to Jesus they say I'm
Jesus come back well everybody says to them you aren't
Jesus it's pretty obvious you're not Jesus you're just
you're just Joe Doakes well they say he says that's what they said about Jesus
he has a perfect argument except they say you're not much of a Jesus
they say uh all right if you're Jesus command
that these stones be made bread and he says a wicked and deceitful
generation seeketh for a sign and there shall no sign be given
now why talk about this is it interesting is it important
for the human being to realize that in some sense of the word
whatever it means he is God or one with God as is plainly
taught by the Hindus hinted at by the Buddhists
only they don't like to put it out as a concept
in case people will use the concept as an idol to hang on to
they want you to find out for yourself and not believe in it
and certainly the Taoists understand it the Sufis understand it
a lot of people understand it but so what
well the importance of it is this that to know that you are God
is another way of saying that you feel
completely with this universe you feel profoundly rooted in it and
connected with it you feel in other words that the whole
energy which expresses itself in the galaxies
is intimate it is not something to which you are a stranger
but it is that with which you whatever that is are
intimately bound up that in your seeing your hearing your talking your thinking
your moving you express that which it is which moves
the sun and other stars and if you don't know that if you don't
feel that well naturally you feel alien
you feel a stranger in the world and if you feel a stranger you feel hostile
and therefore you start to bulldoze things about to beat it up
and to try and make the world submit to your will
and you become a real troublemaker
so i feel also one reason why you become hostile
is that feeling that you were just brought into this place that your father
and mother went up to some monkey business that they
probably shouldn't have done or it was bad rubber goods and as a result of this
here you are and you didn't ask to be here well you always feel you can turn
around and blame them you can blame somebody you can blame
the government you can blame the rascals you can play the
blame the cheaters always supposing you yourself aren't a rascal which is a
long odds you always can blame someone and say
i didn't ask for it take it away and yet and yet and yet very few people
are all too ready to take it away camus said that the only serious
philosophical problem is whether or not to commit suicide
and if you don't if you don't say take it away
what are you going to do you've really got to assume responsibility for it
you've got to say yes to what happens it's my karma and that doesn't mean
merely there are many misinterpretations of the doctrine of karma
it's usually unpopularly understood is that what happens to you
either fortunate or unfortunate is the result of good or bad deeds
in a previous life well that's popular superstition
the real meaning of karma the word in sanskrit means simply
doing and if i say of an event it is your karma
it is saying it is your doing
so the exposition a book which would expound karma
would be not so much a whodunit as a you done it
but that seems fantastic
now therefore what i propose we do is that we
instead of just ideologizing
we have a clinical experience
you know in psychiatric school in medical school
it's very usual for a doctor to bring a patient out in front of the
students and talk with the patient as a kind of
demonstration he says i want you to recognize the difference between a
psychopath and a manic depressive or a schizophrenic or something they don't
know what all these things mean and uh especially the schizophrenia
and uh so he he has a dialogue with the patient
right there
so let us suppose that i'm the patient
and you are the students and the doctors
and i suffer from what you would call the delusion that i'm god
and therefore you might want to do something about me or with me
or humor me or ask me questions and so i'm perfectly willing to
submit to your examination and your treatment and uh
invite you to help yourselves
now when did you become god now will you marry me
no
yes sleeping is like politics
one sleeps on the right side and then when you're tired of that you sleep on
the left when you're tired of that you sleep on
your back and when you're tired of that you sleep
on your stomach and it is thus that the world goes round
if you were god now what were you yesterday now
you don't become god am i also god yes
remember same person no remember three persons but one god
could i tell you a little bit about satan yes
uh although the matter is a little esoteric but uh i
told you all about it in the book of job where you will see
that in the court of heaven satan is the district attorney
he is not as christians imagine the enemy of heaven
and the enemy of mankind he's merely the person who sees the bad side of things
and carries out the dirty work and therefore he saw job
and wondered whether job really was as great a guy as he seemed to be
and suggested that god should appoint a committee of investigation to find out
and the committee did its work very thoroughly but
the case went against satan because it was proved in the end that job was an
honorable man
now you notice that although we pay the salary of the district attorney
whenever there's a great criminal case before the public eye
people begin to take the side of the underdog
and the prosecutor always has less public sympathy
than the defense except in political trials
on the right hand of god and you know the defense is always on the right hand
of the judge in court is our only mediator and advocate
which is the phrase referring to jesus christ our lord
so there is the defense and there is the prosecution
and it is the function of satan to be the prosecutor there is a good deal more
to it than that because before all this started
as in a stage play there was an arrangement in the green room
before coming on stage
in which uh certain things were understood
but that are only to be revealed uh when the curtain goes down at the end of the
play
yes but he doesn't know it why do you hide from the saints so many
why do you hide it's for the same reason you're hiding
yes
who else
what
man has free will to the extent that he knows who he is
not otherwise
where i got it from
yes to the extent that she knows who she is yes
to know just what he is and man is god then
you're saying then you'd say that you are no more than any god in this room
or any man that is correct i'm no more god than any of you
then you only have the power to know who you are
well that is saying quite a bit yes
what is not god what is not god there is nothing that is not god
it's like waking up from a dream
after a while one's experience begins to have what i would call a haven't we been
here before feeling
going round and round and round and then you begin wondering
where am i going and to answer that question
you have to try and find out what you want
and so i went into that very thoroughly what do i want to happen
and of course as soon as you ask yourself that you begin to fantasize
and our amazing technology is of course an expression of human desire
desire for power for what we want to achieve
so i simply set myself to thinking through how far we could go
and so i soon found myself at a great push button place
where i had a fantastic mechanism with buttons available for every
conceivable thing i could wish
so i spent quite a bit of time playing with those
and science fiction wasn't in it
you know you go going like that and here is cleopatra
and so on you know and then press this button
a symphonic music in uh four channel sound
16 channel sound anything you know all possible pleasures are available
and when you know you're like everybody's dream of the sultan in the
palace you suddenly notice there's a button
labeled surprise you push that and here we are
yes boredom is of course the problem
boredom is is the other side of creativity
and the energy of creation has as its that is the yang
the yin side of that energy is called boredom
everything of course is fundamentally yang and yin if you understand that you
really don't need to understand anything else
what responsibility do you feel to ameliorate evil in the world
as god what responsibility do i feel to ameliorate evil in the world
i begin with the point that i am responsible for the way
the world is
if i couldn't feel that i'd have to blame somebody else
i'm not willing to do that because i know that under various
changing circumstances it might be appropriate for me to be as big a
rascal as rascals have been
now as to improving the world
the world is always improving
it may look to some people slow
but it's improving even when it is declining
because the world works in an undulatory process
like a wave it goes up and it goes down it goes up and it goes down
and it couldn't go up all the time because if it did we wouldn't know that
that was up
so it goes down some of the time so that we can know when it goes up because if
we didn't know when it went up it would like
it would be like being in a space where everything was light
there'd be nothing to write home about there would be no black marks on the
space and so it would be like a piece of perfectly empty paper
similarly to be in a completely black space
would also be a kind of unconsciousness with nothing to write home about
because there'd be nothing nothing would make any difference
so therefore if you're going to have black you won't know that it's black
unless you have some white and if you're going to have white you
won't know that it's white unless you have some black
why do you teach us all to love one another because if we get to that point
there won't be any of these ups and downs what happened
correct but that's not a teaching it's a koan
a koan a koan is a japanese word for a spiritual problem used in zen
buddhism such as what is the sound of one hand
and these problems are given to those who ask questions concerning their
spiritual development
and sometimes as saint paul pointed out commandments are given not in the
expectation that they will be obeyed but in the expectation that they will
reveal something to those who hear them
that was saint paul's comment on the whole mosaic law
yes sir
the hereafter is of course now because if you will examine it closely
there is no when else than now
and if you want to make hell of it you can make hell of it if you want to make
heaven of it you can make heaven of it purgatory purgatory
it's all here always was always will be what is death death is an undulation in
consciousness how would you know you were alive unless
you'd once been dead
yes
it wasn't unnecessary for him to have material possessions
they said of saint john the baptist that he was an ascetic but of jesus
this man consorts with gluttonous and wine bibbers and comes eating and
drinking and when uh the lady mary
poured precious ointment on his feet and anointed him they said the same
thing that the members of the vestry say to the minister
today why this great expense couldn't it all
have been sold for much money and given to the poor
it is a problem sure but you see uh in many ways when you get down to these
very deep ethical problems where there sure is no easy decision one
way or or the other
you you must look in the at the problem from the point of view of an artist
which way of doing this is in some sense greater
it may be better to go off with a bang than with a whimper

a lecture by alan watts arguing that the ego and things are linguistic fictions produced by subject, verb, predicate grammar and reification, in a universe that is actually a singl

alan watts uses a childhood egg and spoon race, indras net, and the image of a juggling shiva to explore the terror and the glory of discovering that each of us is, in a hidden way

