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Recorded as the spoken introduction to what had been billed as an "Aquarian Age religious service," Alan Watts rejects that label along with the word "service" itself, proposing instead a "contemplative ritual" built around silence and sound rather than preaching. He argues that Western religion has degenerated into talk, a mix of moral exhortation and guilt that blocks the very spiritual experience it claims to offer, and traces this failure to how Christianity turned Jesus's mystical claim of oneness with God into an exclusive dogma rather than a repeatable experience open to everyone. Drawing on Patanjali's Yoga Sutra, he defines meditation as an intransitive act, citta vritti nirodha, the stopping of mental chatter, arguing that the ego cannot meditate or improve itself because it is itself the obstacle, a concept that dissolves once seen clearly. He describes watching without a separate watcher, comparing the self to lightning inseparable from its flash, and recommends sound, especially wordless mantra, as an easy entry into this state, illustrated by a story about choirmaster Sir Walford Davies teaching a choir to let a melody "sing itself" before the Archbishop of Canterbury. Watts criticizes the Catholic Church for abandoning Latin for a vernacular Mass, arguing it traded mystery and magic for excessive explanation, and suggests churches replace their pews with rugs and cushions to better support silent, nonverbal contemplation. The spoken portion ends as Watts hands off to the ritual itself, which follows as an extended passage of chanting, drumming, and bells rather than further speech.

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Before we begin our celebration, I want to talk to you for about half an hour, and I

apologise for this, because I am for the elimination of sermons on Sunday mornings.

But I need to explain both for you and for the radio audience what we are going to do.

It has been announced as an Aquarian Age religious service.

I did not invent that title.

It has nothing so far as I know to do with the Aquarian Age, if such a thing exists,

and I don't like the word 'service'.

It's got all sorts of associations of sanctimoniousness.

So I would rather call it a contemplative ritual.

Period.

Our purpose in doing this is to offer a suggestion to the churches, to the Christian, Jewish

and Islamic churches in particular, because for a long, long time the kind of religious

celebration which they have conducted has been impossibly loquacious and didactic.

Almost all our religious observances are nothing but talk.

They tell God what to do, as if he didn't know, and they tell the people what to do,

as if they were able to do it or even willing.

And this throwing the book at people and telling them the word, I think we've had enough of

it.

Because the history of religion is almost equivalent to the history of the failure of

preaching.

Its preaching is a kind of moral violence which excites people's sense of guilt, and

there is no more uncreative sense than that.

You cannot love and feel guilty at the same time, any more than you can be afraid and

angry at the same time.

What seems to me to be lacking in our Western religious observances is some sort of social

ritual or liturgy which gives an opportunity for spiritual experience.

That is to say, for a transformation of the individual consciousness, so that in one way

or another, the individual is able to realize his oneness with the eternal energy behind

this universe, which some people call God and others prefer not to name or to conceive.

The Western religions have, from an official standpoint, been somewhat suspicious and leery

of mystical experience, because in the founder of Christianity, mystical experience led to

the claim that he was God incarnate, which was to the Jews a stumbling block and to the

Greeks foolishness, because if you believe that God is a monarch, a beneficent tyrant

in charge of the universe, anyone else claiming to be God is obviously committing an act of

subversion and would be suspected of introducing democracy into the kingdom of heaven, which

is supposed to be a monarchy and not a republic.

And I do not understand how we can be citizens of the United States, believing that a republic

is the best form of government, but go on insisting that the universe is a monarchy.

I feel rather that Jesus was a person who had this colossal mystical experience that

we call cosmic consciousness, the experience that your real self is not that little superficial

idea or image of yourself, which we call "I," but the total energy of the world flowing

through you and expressing itself in you, and that's the real you.

And it was on that basis that he could say, "I and the Father are one."

What the Christians did was to stop the gospel cold by saying, "All right, Jesus was God,

but nobody else."

And so, for lack of the spiritual experience of Jesus, nobody has been able to live the

religion of Jesus.

They have lived instead the religion about Jesus, which is a very different thing, because

he's been put up on a pedestal and worshipped at a distance, and his example and life rendered

ineffective, because you can't make the tail wag the dog or the cart pull the horse.

You cannot expect love in action unless there is what the Christians call grace underlying

it.

And grace, so far as anybody knows, is a purely theoretical thing which you believe you've

received, but there has never been any indication of it to speak of, except in exceptional individual

lives that occur rather occasionally.

So what I'm proposing instead of the ordinary kind of religious service is, as I said, a

contemplative ritual.

The idea is not to have everybody shaken up and whooping around like Indians on the war

path, but to bring about a state of profound peace.

So therefore, I should say something in a preliminary way about meditation, or contemplation,

as I prefer to call it.

Usually when Western people hear that an Oriental practices meditation, he asks, "What do you

meditate on?"

And that question puzzles a Buddhist or a Hindu, because you don't meditate on anything

any more than you breathe on anything.

You breathe, and in the same way, you meditate.

The verb is, in a way, intransitive.

Meditation is the act of allowing one's thoughts to cease.

As Patanjali puts it in the beginning of the Yoga Sutra, yoga meaning the art of meditation,

more strictly speaking, yoga means union, the union of the individual and the universe.

He says, after saying, "Now yoga is explained," he says, "Citta vritti nirodha," which means

yoga is stopping the agitation of thinking.

Thinking is talking to yourself or figuring to yourself.

That's the way I use the word.

Now if I talk all the time, I don't hear what anyone else has to say.

Consequently, if I talk to myself all the time, I don't have anything to think about

except thoughts.

There is no interval between thoughts during which I can come into touch with reality,

that is to say, the world which thoughts represent as words represent events or as money, as

money represents wealth.

And so if I'm never silent in my head, I'm living in a world of total abstraction, divorced

from reality altogether.

You may ask, "What is reality?"

And people have various theories about what it is, but you must remember that they're

all theories.

Those who believe that reality is material are projecting upon the real world a philosophical

theory about it, and those who say that it is mental or spiritual are doing likewise.

Reality itself is neither mental nor spiritual, nor any concept that we can have of it.

Reality is simply [chiming] or anything else, nonverbal, and words are reality insofar as

they are noises.

But even that is saying too much.

Now therefore, to meditate, you might think that we attempt to suppress thought.

We do not do that.

Because you cannot meditate, let me put that in a more emphatic way, you cannot meditate.

You, your ego image, can only chatter, because when it stops, it isn't there.

When you are not thinking, you have no ego, because your ego is a concept.

The thinker behind the thoughts, the feeler behind the feelings, and the thinker behind

the thoughts is only a thought, an idea of some reference point to which all our experiences

happen.

And that, of course, cuts us off from what we experience.

It makes a great gap or gulf between the knower and the known, and that creates the spirit

of alienation to the world from which we suffer.

Conflict, hate, domineering spirit arise from that basic division.

So when you come to an end of thought, and you don't know how to meditate, you don't

know what to do with your mind, nobody can tell you, then thinking comes to an end naturally.

And you just watch.

You don't ask who watches, because that merely arises from the fact that in grammar, every

verb has to have a subject by rule.

That is not a rule of nature, it is a rule of grammar.

In nature, there can be watching without a separate watcher, just as there can be flashing

without something called lightning that does it.

The lightning is, of course, the flashing.

So when you realize that you've come to your wit's end, you can begin meditation.

Your meditation happens, and that is, happening is the watching simply of what is.

Of all the information to you conveyed by your exterior and interior senses, and of

the thoughts that keep chattering on about it all, you don't try to stop those thoughts,

you just let them run as if they were birds twittering outside.

And they will eventually get tired of themselves and stop.

But don't worry about whether they do or don't.

Just simply watch whatever it is that you are feeling, thinking, experiencing, and that's

it, watch it.

And don't go out of your way to put any names on it.

That's really what meditation is.

And you see, you're not expecting any result.

You are in meditation in an eternal present.

You are not doing it to improve yourself.

You've found you can't do that.

Your ego can't possibly improve you, because it's what's in need of improvement.

Your ego can't let go of itself, because it is a complex called clinging to oneself.

That's what it is by definition.

So it's just something that evaporates when it is understood that it is unable to achieve

a transformation of consciousness, mystical experience, the vivid sense of union of individual

and cosmos.

So one of the easiest ways to enter into the state of meditation is therefore listening

to what is using the sense of sound.

Sound is curiously enough a sense that bores us less easily than sight.

And when you listen to sound, you listen to it, just the random sounds, you know, that

are going on in the room, in the street, as if you were listening to music, without trying

to identify its source, name it, or put any label on it at all.

Just enjoy whatever sound may be going on, whether it's in this hall or whether it's

in the area where you're listening to the radio.

That's what we shall do at the proper part of the ritual.

Just listen.

Now we can go on from that listening to making sound ourselves and also listening to it.

And instead of making sound, we learn the knack of letting it happen through us.

Once a great choir master in England, Sir Walford Davies, was rehearsing a choir in

the presence of the Archbishop of Canterbury, who was then William Temple, a great theologian.

And this was a raw choir that didn't really know much about singing.

And he gave them a hymn to sing that they knew very well.

And to impress the archbishop, they sung it with gusto, and it sounded forced and terrible.

Then he had with him a professional choir, and he asked them to sing a little-known hymn

and sing it several times until everybody got the hang of the tune.

Now he said, "I want you to sing this tune, but there's one very important thing, and

that is that you don't try to sing it.

You mustn't try.

You must think of the melody and let it sing itself."

And they sang it very well.

And he turned to the archbishop and said, "Your Grace, that's good theology, isn't

it?"

Which obviously was, because William Temple told me the story.

So then, we get to what is in India called the use of mantra.

And that is the chant, words, sounds chanted, not for their meaning, but for their sound.

And thus, everything that will occur in the following celebration will not be in the English

language.

It is not intended to be understood in a discursive and intellectual sense.

You are asked only to dig the sound.

And I use the word "dig" advisedly because it means something a little more than appreciate.

It means enter into, penetrate, get right to the bottom of.

Because when you are listening to sound and when you are letting sound hum through you,

this is one of the most obvious manifestations of the energy of the universe.

Shabda, as it's called in Sanskrit, is Brahman, commonly said.

Sound is Brahman.

Sound is God.

That's the real meaning of "In the beginning was the Word."

It doesn't mean in the beginning was the chatter.

In the beginning was the commandment, the orders.

It means the vibration, the Word.

In that sense.

So we concentrate, therefore, purely on the sound.

And you will find that although we have a chorus that has been made familiar with these

mantras, some of them are so simple that you will all be able to join in with them.

And please do so quite freely.

It's a pity, you see, that the Roman Catholic Church, which used to have a mantric service,

the Mass, is dropping it and putting the Mass into the vernacular.

And not very good vernacular at that so far as the English translation is concerned.

So that it sounds, it's become terribly intellectual.

And often there's somebody standing by the altar at a microphone to explain what's going

on.

And therefore, as Clare Booth Luce put it the other day, it is no longer possible to

practice contemplative prayer at Mass.

Because you're being hammered at with information, with exhortation, with edification all the

time.

And the Catholic Church should realize that in giving up Latin, it has lost its magic.

Religion is not supposed to be understood.

Religion is that which is past understanding.

Understanding may lead up to it as a pedagogue.

But to express religion intellectually is using the intellect for something it can't

do.

It is comparable to taking up the automatic telephone and dialing W-H-A-T-I-S-G-O-D and

expecting to get information as an answer.

Although the telephone is very useful otherwise.

You cannot find out the mystery of the universe through talk, only through awareness.

And for that reason, we offer this as an example.

And it's offered in this way.

It is a ritual and it has a certain order to it.

But it's very easy to get together.

It doesn't require an enormous amount of dramatic rehearsal.

And it's something that any group can do anywhere on a do-it-yourself basis, any time.

And I suggest that churches get rid of their pews where everybody is herded in like cattle

to look at the backs of each other's necks, and that they spread their floor with rugs

and cushions, and that they have something in which people can approach an ineffable,

that means beyond words, spiritual experience and not be told and forced into a particular

pattern of thinking, of mentation.

So you see, for that reason, I've only given the slightest suggestion of how one uses these

mantra or the silence for meditation.

You all have your own way of doing things like that.

Do it your own way.

All this is a vehicle, a support for contemplation.

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